Just having one of these
days weeks months....
And then I realize I am a Child of God....
...and how many times have I, as HIS child, messed up? How many have I been sarcastic to my children? How many times have I been hateful to them? How many times have I not showed them the love they desperately want but can't ask for? How many bad habits have I taught them?
How many times am I going to run in my closet to cry over my children screaming at each other?
How many times will I scream my point at them?
How many times will it take...before I get this:
Every.day.is.hard. And at least once a day I want to scream that this life is too much...too much for my little puny human brain to understand. But luckily for me I don't have to understand it all...that's God's job. I just need to continuously be in prayer for wisdom, grace and peace. Then maybe this life won't be quite so hard. ;)