OMGosh.....My 100th Post!!

I can't believe this makes my 100th post!! I'm so excited about it. Sadly I have not been able to scrapbook as much...oh, who are we kidding...I haven't scrapped at all since around March {insert VERY VERY sad face here}. I haven't even started scrapping last years Christmas photos yet...YIKES! Anyways, without that outlet (which takes LOTS of time and LOTS of space and can cost LOTS of money) I have needed some other area to create, write and vent. I know at some point I will get back to scrapping (it might not be till my kids leave the house...teehee), but until then I will enjoy my little bloggy time!! :)

There are some posts I can't wait to share...pics of the kiddos, stories about date night, linking up to parties on other blogs....LOVE THIS...and then there are times that I struggle with what to write. I have so much to say, but there are days I don't have it in me to say it...even in a post. I have so much happiness to write about, sadness isn't absent either, and then some days anger is the emotion I wish to write about. Sometimes I have things to say that might unintentionally hurt someone's feelings, or might make me feel uncomfortable (ie: my faltering faith, loss of babies, hard to deal with kids, difficulty with the hubs and searching for a new...better for us....place to worship God). Today I find it hard to think of a subject I want to focus on, so I will leave with a great song that describes my feelings on sharing myself with blog land....HAPPY 100TH POST to me!!! ;)

Take all of your wasted honor.
Every little past frustration.
Take all of your so called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations.

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Walkin' like a one man army,
Fightin' with the shadows in your head.
Livin' up the same old moment
Knowin' you'd be better off instead

If you could only...Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say


Have no fear for givin' in.
Have no fear for giving over.
You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much, than never to say what you need to say again.

Even if your hands are shaking,
And your faith is broken.
Even as the eyes are closin',
Do it with a heart wide open.

(song by john mayer)